Thursday, September 27, 2018

By Way of Explanation for my Absence in Recent Times.

Dog Poet Transmitting.......

(Whoa... well... before beginning this writing I went ahead and ordered all of the readers suggestions, such as Kratom, Boron and EDTA. We shall see. For the moment, I'm sitting down. I ache if I move and getting up and using this walker... is always an experience. Thankfully I have received serious pain medication from visible and invisible friends. I would call it a kind of stalemate of slow motion moving toward the physical recovery. So if I appear a tad ambushed in my presentation of what ever it is that you are going to get here; there are reasons.)

What I have noticed through this torment is how much closer God has been. Before I even ask he is there. That is the most impressive thing to me. If that is the long range objective of this suffering then I will say it is worth it. My position is; get God, no matter the cost. Hang the cost! I'm moving around okay- a couple of weeks will tell me where I am... in the meantime we chop wood and carry water (metaphorically speaking- I certainly cannot chop wood or carry water), to the extent that we are able and we rest on the support and generosity of the ineffable for all else, as the ineffable expresses through us and everyone else.

This is days later and I have removed the third paragraph which may well have been the most negative and depressed thing I have ever written and I do not want to subject the reader to this. The reader relies on me to be upbeat and positive and no matter what has happened to me in recent times, it is my responsibility to stick to this.

I have no choice today but to go into detail about what has been happening to me. I apologize for the subjectivity that is to follow but there is no way around it and nothing of real importance cosmically, that can be spoken of, that is happening in the world at the moment, or I am not seeing it.

Until a couple of days ago I have been experiencing the most intense and egregious pain of my whole life. As some of you are aware, some time in April my gall bladder was removed. Then later on my other hip was broken and the rehabbing of that has been taking a great deal of time. I think it's five weeks now and after the next week passes, I will find myself at the same place in time where I was when the first hip broke in Germany, a couple of months before I relocated to the US; if Hawaii can be considered a part of the US.

A couple of months after my gall bladder was removed, I was hit with some of the greatest and most extended pain of my life from the same location as where it had been present before the removal of my gall bladder. Now it seems to me if the source of the pain is removed there should be no further pain from that location. About a week and a half ago the pain returned to the same location and it was crippling and terrible and I was beside myself, not knowing what to do. At various times I was up all night suffering in a horrific manner. Over the weekend the pain returned again and was at times unbearable. A couple of days later it returned again. I had to go to the doctor. I was concerned that I might die and I assure you that would have been preferable to me rather than to continue living. The doctor gave me a medication to put under my tongue to militate against the spasming pain. It was not strong enough, so I got something similar a couple of days later... but much more powerful. That has proven to be a great deal more effective. At the same time a friend was able to provide me with some serious pain medication and for the last several days I have been much better off. Never in my life have I had such pain as has come to me in recent times.

The doctor told me that just because they removed the gall bladder that did not mean that stones would not still pass. Why then did they take the gall bladder out at all then? This is an insanity of the allopathic medical system that I am unable to make any sense of. I will see a new internist next week and I hope the matter will be resolved then.

I have been unable to write any posts. I had been wresting with whether or not to mention any of this to the reader. There seemed no reason to me to lay this on the reader but I finally decided to at least provide an explanation for why you have heard nothing from me. I felt no motivation to attempt to speak on the positive side of life, with so much negative happening in the manifest side of existence. I have always been an optimist, regardless of the difficulties and suffering of my existence. I have believed that the ineffable was working on my karma toward the purpose of liberation and because I KNOW that the divine is wise and compassionate beyond the understanding of the mortal mind, I trust the ineffable regardless of the seeming darkness of whatever state I may imagine I am in, of late.

There were periods in recent time that I despaired of the presence of the light no matter what direction I might be seeking it in. I was astounded and astonished at my ability to bear what was being visited upon me. I never thought I had the stamina and endurance to go through and get past it. For the moment I am on the other side of it. I don't know how long that will last but as there have been a few days now where I have been free of pain, I am, as usual, immediately gravitating toward the positive, regardless of what was so recently being visited upon me.

I don't know what the cause of this all has been. Is it just a period of natural transition from some state of awareness being transferred into a new one, where attachments and the bondage of the dream state are being dissolved so that I can be free of some long standing imprisonment? Is it enemy action from the dark side? Is it something having to do with something other that I am not informed of? I don't know. I pray that it is coming to an end but this I do not know either.

My job and avocation is to love the Lord my God with all my heart, with all my strength, with all my mind and with all my soul (not verbatim for sure). I see with a greater clarity than I have ever before been capable of that my best position is to maintain a state of emptiness of mind and a sustained expectation that it will be filled by the presence of the divine at the moment of his choosing, which then will resolve every apprehension and confusion that might have been previously extant. That seems to be the case. The ineffable told me a couple of months ago to just continue in behaviors, struggles and occasional excesses I had previously been engaged in and that at some point he would step in and wipe it all away, while at the same time coming into a resident and sustained presence in which everything would be explained. He said it might be six months and it might be a year but it would be no longer than that and at that point there would be no future concerns for me in the manifest. How I hope and wish that this will be so!

Earlier in my life I was reckless, fearless and impassioned. It has occurred to me that this might have been the cause of my present difficulties, still, all of the recklessness, fearlessness and passion was motivated and directed by Love. In later years my behavior and objectives have been resonant with divine imperatives, as much as has ever been true at any previous point in my existence. I thought my confusions and ignorance were being washed away and at some pending moment all would be revealed and I would be free of limitations that had plagued me for so long. That has not been the case until this moment but I do know that those who persist in the love of the ineffable and have as their greatest priority, being consumed in the service of the ineffable, must at some point achieve a lasting contact with the divine and arrive at a sustained sense of the presence of the Divine at the center of one's being.

I must once again apologize for sharing the details of what has proven to be one of the worst periods of my life but so many people are asking what has been happening to me; why they are not hearing from me, why I do not answer communications, that I have felt I had no choice but to be as candid as possible. In the meantime, certain friends and readers have sought to visit me from countries outside the borders of the United States and the authorities from government have refused them entry into this country, even thought there was no problem with this previously. It has seemed to those so involved in this effort that it had everything to do with visiting me personally and not having to do with entering the country in general. I've no idea what this means.

I pray that you are all well in your lives and that events and circumstances move in a positive fashion for you. You and I cannot be forever trapped in the web of Maya or subjected to the rigors, disappointments and suffering of the Kali Yuga. I've had a great deal of communications with Kali in recent times and I am grateful that she has been so sweet and loving to me. It's not something you usually expect from her, unless you are RamaKrishna (grin).

I will endeavor now to post in a regular fashion, as was previously the case ...and hope that this will be permitted from now on and that what has been happening will have ended and not return. Time will tell and we shall see.


Much Love to you all-


End Transmission.......

22 comments:

Love To Push Those Buttons said...

Just do what's comfy. We'll live. Glad you're feeling better. All's a package deal on this end, but ain't dat life?

Anonymous said...

I have followed your blog for years. You helped me go on when things got bad. So many of us think so highly of you. I am so glad you are better.

amame 01 said...

Dear Visible,
I am sorry to hear about your health problems. I decided to post to let you know that it is possible to remove the gallstones from your liver painlessly and cheaply without having to go to any doctor or hospital. It does involve time and effort but it’s pretty straightforward if you feel that you’d like to give it a try?

You would need the following:
- Epsom salts mixed with water to soften and dilate/open up the ducts in your liver etc, which is where the stones are coming from. (The gallbladder only holds some of them.)
- A mixture of Olive Oil and Grapefruit or Lemon juice to flush the stones out.
- Apple juice taken for 6 days to soften the stones.
- You would also need to fast on the day before the flush. It would also be beneficial to do an enema to help prevent nausea during the night of the flush as the stones enter the digestive tract for elimination.

I think I did a total of about 15 of these flushes over a year and and a half to completely eliminate all of the stones in my gallbladder and liver. I can’t see that not having a gallbladder would be a problem when doing this flush but I guess it would be a good idea to consult with a doctor first.

To do it I followed the instructions in an ebook called ‘The Amazing Liver & Gallbladder Flush’ (Andreas Moritz). You can do a search on YT with the following to get the gist of it (andreas moritz liver cleanse). Another health practitioner, Hulda Clark, also recommends the same or similar technique and her information can be found online for free.

I don’t know your email address (or the addr I could forward the ebook to). If you’d like to read in detail about the liver flush and how to get rid of those pesky stones could you let me know your address and I’d be happy to buy the book online and forward it to you as a small token of my appreciation. My addr is gh108(at)tutanota.com

Gavin

jamesC said...

So glad you're are back and at least partially on the mend. You remain in my prayers and we'll hope the worst is behind you.
Much love,
james

Anonymous said...

What I have noticed through this torment is how much closer God has been.
Before I even ask he is there.

Rest heal and and commune with the ineffable - Piority #1

Writing for us ungrateful wierdos in cyberspace - not a priority.

Nice to hear from you anyway

Dog Bless Les.

LostJEB said...

One thing I'm being steadily reminded of these days is that form is a lot more subjective than function. Awareness and understanding through certain connections more important than usual, with the illusoriness spinning in overdrive. In contrast, these seem less elusive times than most, at least in terms of healing. In some boats more than others we get what we need, truly, if not what we chase after. Each one a cosmos, layered.


All things must pass as we all know, even a bodhisattva vow is only temporary.

Unknown said...

Prayers of strength and endurance brother vis...

Chinese Sneakers said...

Good to hear you're getting back at it.

Get well soon.

Cheers.

Anonymous said...

Lovely and interesting post visible

Great to hear from you and I’m glad you are getting better.

Love you!!!!!!
Al

Ty said...

Dear Visible, so glad to hear from you!!

Put on some knee socks soaked in Himalayan pink salt and you will heal 80% faster. Best to let it dry out. It will reduce swelling, pain, also boost your mood. Sprinkle some fine granules under your bed sheets near your hips and perhaps everywhere, and just watch what happens. Put it under your pillow sheets also you'll be surprised what it can do. Use a sizable pink salt stone that can be used for massage, wet it, and follow the itch in your body. It will heal trauma 1000x faster than any other material food/object.

I put EDTA into a steel pot of potato soup, left it for 24 hours, the next day the soup tasted entirely like steel. If you have metal in your joints it may to some degree chelate the metal into other parts of the body. If its just steel it probably isn't a big deal. This is not to say it wont also remove a TONNE of other garbage. Trust your body with it. Talk to the EDTA, it works with the body and tell it where you want it most... tell it to ignore the metal in your hips if metal is what its made of. I had a friend with steel pins in his leg and he saw gray color coming out of the weeping wound associated with the pins, something that had been going on for many years. It got infected to the bone after attending a hot spring. When it was taking to much from my teeth while mega-dosing [3-7 grams per infusion], I pushed it in other areas of the body and took a bit of calcium. It was tactile and I could feel it removing excess calcium from around my mouth. Actually I felt it pulling junk out of my heart, brain and everywhere. Taking it regularly, you're reducing your chance of death by 40%.

I am so grateful you got the stuff; it does remove gall stones over time. It cleaned out my lungs from years of smoking. I could jog 3x the distance with the same efforts after only 3 days or so of taking it. And I'm only 35. It works best in a hottub or bath with jets. Yoga, palpitating, deep breath and holding breath with pressure will clear up the heart and lungs rapidly. A vibrator can help loosen up junk and speed up the process a lot. The edta will rush to the zones hit by water jets and vibrators. If you can get your hands on a trampoline all the better.

A couple years ago I ate the 'death cap'. It is the most poisonous mushroom in the world. 30-50% of people who eat it end up requiring liver transplants. I healed it through prayer without even seeing a doc. The first prayer I did, the divine made be projectile vomit most of out onto the lawn. It went on for a week or two, and was one of the most excruciating things I have ever been through. But I healed myself through natural means. Milk thistle helped I am sure, but what helped more than almost anything was simply writing in big block letters "My liver is miraculously healed." That is basic Magic. You probably know the power of artwork Vis.

I shall continue to pray for your speedy recovery! Eventually you will be looking back at this in the long past, healthy and vibrant as ever. God bless and keep you!

Anonymous said...

Aggressive truth
Hello frend im steel alive. Hahaha smail on face.

Anonymous said...

Much love les

Asil said...

Dear Visible,
I was happy to see this post. I haven't written to you because I felt you will come around when you are ready to do so. You have been very missed but never out of my thoughts and prayers. It seems such a painful period of time for so many of us and I guess we just need to struggle through to a sunny day coming soon.
Take the best care of yourself and rest easy. Wishing you all the best and getting back on your feet really soon.
Love you
Lisa

Anonymous said...

Personally, I've never been able to assimilate Christianity with Advaita. The same goes with BiG... As well as the FSM ufo. Not sure which is what exactly, or if there is truly even a say in the matter.

Jacqueline Robson said...

I'm praying for you, Les.

Anonymous said...

If the claims of gazing outside of one's own noodly appendage. were true then the NSA would have a team of Noodle-gazers instead of using expensive surveillance technology. Most likely the FSM is a self-reflecting noodle-in-dysfunction anomaly.

Ray B. said...

Vis, I am glad you are recovering, if slowly. It is always hard to understand any reason for such suffering (and I periodically get angry at all-God for perpetrating such). One possibility might be weakening the attachment to earth-plane. Severe pain causes the etheric body to partially-separate from the physical body. I 'see' that at times with people who have had traumatic happenings like being in a severe car crash. Their etheric body is usually a foot or two 'behind' and slightly 'upwards' from their physical body. In essence, their etheric body is being towed-along like a kite...

So, it is possible that you are being 'prepared' for some out-of-body abilities. Near Death Experiences (NDEs) also do that, as a semi-similar experience. I listened to one such talk by a Seattle-area doctor who dropped-dead in her emergency room (true tale). As she described it, it was only 'dying' in the ER that saved her; all the equipment to sustain her body and ultimately bring her back was right around her. She floated up and out of her body and then the room, and exited the hospital going upwards. She noted a sneaker out on a (sealed) window ledge, just before the ER staff 'catapulted' her back into her body. After she recovered, she made it a crusade to find that sneaker. If there, it was indisputable proof that her NDE was 'real'. Well, after much gazing out of windows, there it was - to one side and generally out-of-sight, somehow left-over from building construction or window cleaning...

So, if there was any 'ulterior motive' to your suffering, perhaps you will be more free to move wherever you want to...

Best Wishes Indeed,
Ray B.

robert said...

Dear Visible,

A joy to receive your transmission once again!

Everyone has their own karmic debt burden to heal.

The personal, this lifetime karmic feedback
The super personal, all lifetimes karmic feedback
The spiritual, where only service to the greater good will suffice and errors in service carry a concomitantly greater karmic feedback burden.

Most fortunate for us, is the work of spiritual masters, with Christ being the King of Hearts, who, when we connect to their spirits, are empowered to create debt relief far beyond any earned merit.

Then there is the voluntary work of the many following their heart's commands, burning off karmic burden and releasing the darkening, clinging energies, leaving just enough to allow humanity to finally learn from experience!

Praise the One, Wholy Ineffable, for the Mercy supporting Life against all the encroachments of ill intention and our bouts of faithlessness which amplified the broadcasted poison-in-ear into even more excruciating excess!

You, Visible, have carried and burned off more than your share and we who know thank you for your service and your example!

Love to all who seek it sincerely!

Love you man!

Visible said...

A new Visible Origami is up now-

The World, the Devil and the Deep Indigo Abyss.

Anonymous said...

"I want to believe" the proprioceptive recollection of a sneaker and mental representation of self schema "is an alien" I suppose "is good enough for me".

Gene Lamoreaux said...

You ever wonder if all the pain was there to see who you'd turn to? You eventually went to a doctor... maybe it was a test to see if you'd accept it and get the source to do something about it instead of hitting the pharmacom corporations.

I dunno… I've had some decent pain over the last couple months... when it gets bad, I don't go to the doc, I talk to the All and tell it like it is, and demand to be taken or to get on with healing... and its usually at that point that I start to get better. Mostly for me, its a back injury that I reinjure now and then... I don't get ill all that often prolly cuz I mostly avoid doctors and prescription meds.

Anyways just a different angle to look at it from maybe.

Take care brother.
Gene

Visible said...

A new Smoking Mirrors is up now-

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