Saturday, March 21, 2020

"The Diamond in the Rough will Eventually Burn Thru it."

Dog Poet Transmitting.......

In just a few short days, so much can happen. I hesitated to produce a blog entry for two reasons; I could only use the one hand until now, but it seems I can limp along presently. The other things was the VERY strange events at the hospital(s) during which my arm got put back into the shoulder housing.

It took 9 hours for the shoulder to get fixed and so the pain went on consistently across that span. It would not have been so painful BUT... I take Suboxone, which renders ALL opiates ineffective. I do not take it because of any opioid addiction. However, coming off of heavy duty painkillers after a protracted period of use can be VERY uncomfortable. I had been taking them because, during the course of a single year, I had a broken hip, a broken ankle and several gall bladder attacks, culminating in its removal. Then there was the persistent painful aftermath of each, so I was taking a large amount of Oxy-analgesics. When I tried to stop taking them myself, it resulted in excruciating withdrawal. My doctor gave me Suboxone AND... very quickly, the withdrawal ended and was even accompanied by a state of mild euphoria.

I had enough of these Suboxone, sublingual films for a week or so and over that time, I noticed that my previous pain, for which I was taking the painkillers, was much reduced and was also proving to be a far more effective, with zero negatives, mood elevator than any of the commercial garbage that is handed out like suicidal candy by doctors, who 'used to' attempt to practice medicine but are now only employees of the pharmaceutical realm.

My doctor said she could prescribe me with Suboxone, since it was rendering me these benefits. It was not as effective as the painkillers but much less physically taxing and I can handle some amount of pain, all life being pain anyway. This was not the original intent of the medication but I tend to 'use what works.'

I told the doctors at the hospital that the painkillers would not work. I told half a dozen people. I was also a bit out of it from the pain. They ignored my telling them the painkillers would not work and gave me two injections of Dilaudid, two injections of Fentanyl and two of Morphine. None of them worked. I hadn't previously ever experienced or heard of anyone else experiencing anything like this. It was supernatural. Finally they put me under and put the shoulder back and DID NOT give me any prescription for pain following. Heh heh... Well... it's a few days short of a week since this happened BUT... because they hammered me with so much pain medication, I experienced horrific constipation and nothing I took would work and I took and did everything. This was because the gas, which could not pass, was causing a significant amount of discomfort and then, the 'dark matter' impacted on my urinary canal so that I could not piss. It gets worse. I was NOT going back to the hospital and these Satanic incompetents.

I wound up LITERALLY having to pull it out of myself, simply- at first, so I could piss and then a continuation of this awful but unavoidable activity, along with some sort of Magnesium compound that I drank, which... apparently people drink prior to having a surgical procedure. I had already tried everything else. I thought I was going to die at various points of this and I did not mind that. It was the great confusion that attended it all, which troubled me greatly; the why... the warp and the woof of it. Was this (because the original event was inexplicable and seemed forced on me) the result of psychic attacks from certain locations? I am no stranger to this sort of thing and those who do engage in it pay a heavy price and NOT from any reaction on my part BUT sometimes I still suffer the initial event.

Was this a teaching moment, where, once again, I am being told to 'slow down', because I generally caper about like I am much younger and... even with all that has been directed at me, since the slowing down events began to happen, it is still not all that easy for me to understand that I am not much younger than it sometimes seems I am? (nice sentence structure, visible)

In any case, that way lies madness and I don't spend time trying to find out the why and wherefore of events. I 'expect' to be told; if there is a need for me to be informed and otherwise, I let it go by because ONLY ONE THING concerns me and all else is unimportant.

I apologize for some of the graphics that might have appeared in the reader's mind about this but it seems important to me to tell the tale because; what health professionals would behave like this? Why would they then CONTINUE, given that the painkillers didn't work? It can't be just that they were idiots. There is something more going on. It has resulted in a new spiritual discipline that I now perform through the whole of my conscious times and before I react to anything, or do anything, or say anything, or feel or think anything and where that is not possible prior too, I do it immediately following. I won't go into that at the moment but I will give analogy sufficient to understanding. It is something like praying without ceasing, or saying, “who am I?” over and over, or mentally repeating, “be still and know I am God.” I am doing this because I was told that if I did, certain kinds of life experiences would or would not, thereafter, occur. If you can figure that out then you are supposed to know it and otherwise, not.

There is OBVIOUSLY far more going on with this Coronavirus than is apparent. The results, I believe, are dependent on one's perspective; it is all about an awakening. It is a precursor for Armageddon. It is just one of those things, brought about via the expected perils, resulting from overcrowding and bad behavior by far too many of us. There are 'other' perspectives, of course, feel free to indulge your whimsy on that account.

Here is how I see and shall CONTINUE to see it, regardless of whatever may yet happen, or appear in The Event Horizon; EVERYTHING IS UNDER CONTROL and... ALWAYS WILL BE. At no time, is anything, not a part of the divine plan. All of our problems are the result of our personality (the vehicle of the ego) calling the shots. Our single duty is to assist our Individuality (simply one of many terms of description), our true self, in taking over the whole of our existence and calling the shots. We CANNOT dispose of the personality- the ego. I DON'T CARE what anyone says on the matter. You would effectively dispose of yourself.

Once your true self takes over, it immediately looks for the most expedient route out of the rat maze. You will HAVE TO experience certain events on the way. Call it 'paying your dues'. Call it whatever you like. It is the nature of the personality to take the longest possible route, because its main concern is the luxury to do as it pleases for as long as it can. It DOES NOT WANT to go into harness but... it must. The tarot card, The Chariot, stands for, Triumph in the Mind.

BOTA Tarot deck, The Chariot

This is followed by, Strength, which has to do with the complete sublimation of the animal nature. This is what follows Triumph in the Mind.

BOTA Tarot deck, Strength

What follows Strength is, The Hermit, the natural and logical progression, where the true self has been victorious over the Personality.

BOTA Tarot deck, The Hermit

Then one is rendered into being a Wayshower and that explains the illuminated lantern that is held forth. The Hermit's cloak, which is gray; is the color of Wisdom. The staff is the cosmic will, upon which The Hermit is utterly dependent and it is in the Left hand, meaning this reliance is automatic.

One could, if so informed, hold forth, near endlessly, about the meanings implicit in any one of these cards. Ageless Wisdom, of which these cards are an exponent, contains all the answers ANYONE could EVER need. These things do not attract the personality, unless it is to use them as egoic accouterments. Most people DON'T WANT TO KNOW. It gets in the way of what they are after. It oft compromises the aspirations of appetite and desire. People go on and on about wanting to know but they don't want to know, not really. This road is NOT for the timid, or merely curious, who very soon find this out. This road can be costly and painful, due to the intensification of suffering, which comes along in the process of the individuality taking over from the personality. If you get there quicker, the road can be harder.

So... I ALWAYS attribute what happens in my life to having made a particular decision. This is a decision that could have been made much earlier and as one comes nearer the objective, or higher up the mountain, the force of the winds increase, as does the potential for greater error, a longer fall. It behooves the cautious observer to then place their thoughts, words and deeds in the hands of one who has already traversed the expanse. It then becomes imperative to have something like unceasing prayer, “who am I?” or “Be still and know I am God”, ALWAYS present and before them. Memory is KEY because the subconscious holds the secrets and it is in recall that they are discovered. It is not so much about anything one learns, as it is about what one comes to remember.

We are and were perfect. We simply forgot and some of that was on purpose, so that we 'closed off' areas of awareness. They got relegated to that vast dumping ground of the subconscious, where many a sunken treasure chest lies buried in the Subconscious Sea bottom sands, along with Davy Jones Locker.

End Transmission.......

Today's Song is-

P-p-p-p-p-p-p-p---- Pocketnet.

les visible at pocketnet


Anonymous said...

Bill C.
Thank God you are alright, a subjective term, and recuperating which I can tell by your tone throughout your outstanding rendition of how it is! Your example of dignity, grace and staying in the present is greatly appreciated by myself, a mere novice compared to where you've been and who you are now. God Bless you and keep you my dearest friend. I tell my sponsees' that all happens for a reason and it's up to us to accept it and Let Go and Let God!!!
Peace!! My new handshake for dealing with the fearful humans afraid to shake hands who don't know God or His Divine Love for us, His children!!
Bill C.

Anonymous said...

Already had tOld you to avoid "the drip" administered by Dr. Patel.

Love To Push Those Buttons said...

Well, that explains why I'm still pissin' on the electric fence; and apparently you're not done doin' that either. Ya know, you wrote the words that I needed to hear tonight. Happens all the time. At least this drug of choice in getting my LV fix is legal. ;O)

pravdaseeker said...

Greetings Les,

Bloody hell mate... you been through the ringer!

You poor bugger!

Yes, please slow down, or be more careful.. something..good grief.

I believe you knew a friend of mine back in France, Don???

Enjoy your words of wisdom on a regular. I will re-read the post you did, as I don't remember where you were getting this torture treatment...(perhaps you left it out on purpose?..)

Yes, times are getting real strange, and I reckon you are on to some truths in your words..

Starting to get weird all over, and Oz is no exception. We are just beginning the wild ride...that has been thrust upon us all.

Take care, and remember you aren't a spring chook any more.


Visible said...

Thank you all; you're the best!!! Pravdaseeker, please ask Don to contact me. I tried to find him several times but it appears I have lost the contact info.

It will all work out folks but this Sisyphus thing has to go.

Anonymous said...

"It will all work out folks but this Sisyphus thing has to go."

Ah, you mean the whole "rolling the rock up the hill to have it roll back down, usually right over you, and then you have to do it again" thing? That thing? Oh yeah... lemme tell ya, I used to rant and rail against that myself all the time.

Here's what I learned about that: It's the way the Ineffable makes sure we REALLY learn the lesson, by making us do it over and over and over again. It's like one of those video games where you end up doing the level over and over, but every time you do it again you do it a little better, a little more easily, a little more effortlessly. It's just how that works.

I'm sorry you've been through so much, and I'm glad you're feeling better, Les. I always enjoy your writings, and this latest one by you was no exception. Chin up, you're doing good things in the face of incredible odds.

Oh, and this whole virus thing? It's the fire of the Gods let loose on the planet, it's time for a lot of change and a lot of waking up, and that never comes without a lot of suffering. All will eventually be well, but in the near term we're in for one heck of a ride - I've always said life is a freak show on a rollercoaster...

Elliott E

Ray B. said...

Vis, egads on what you went through, and I am glad you seem to be healing.

Vis: "It has resulted in a new spiritual discipline that I now perform through the whole of my conscious times and before I react to anything, or do anything, or say anything, or feel or think anything and where that is not possible prior too, I do it immediately following."

I had two teachers recommend variations on that. In one, it was meant to 'condition' the mind so that, upon detachment or death, your last thoughts would instinctively take you in a certain direction. In the other, it was meant to pop you into the crown chakra and align 'responses' around that. Both work.

What I have noted around both techniques is that they reposition one's consciousness. You can actually feel the 'shift' when they kick-in. To me, it feels like you become taller and more fleshed-out. That feeling is probably moving 'upwards/outwards' into more of your energy body. There is also a mood shift, with more peacefulness and a greater viewpoint. (This also makes 'merging' with the Higher Self much easier.)

Daily life tends to separate us from our Higher Nature. (Not an actual separation; just awareness of its presence.) Phrases that remind us of that connection are useful when repeated enough to grind them into our very Nature...

Best Wishes,
Ray B.

Stef64 said...

Hi visible, I hope things are going better.
Please don't make bad jokes :-)
What you write often helps me overcome depression and in some way, it is synchronized with what happens to me in everyday life. There is a resonance, I can only say thanks.
Take care of you, greetings from Stef

Anonymous said...

Stand Guard The Gates
Give Gratitude Generously
With God For Us Who Could Be Against?
Faith Certitude & Determination
Practice The Presence

Thank you for adding to the repertoire "who am I?"
as well as "be still and know I am God"

Sending All That Is Good to you dear Les
Creating what is needed
for a true recovery &
Inspiration always - all ways..

From NJ With Love

Anonymous said...

Don’t even want to know how you wrecked your shoulder.
Glad you are better and hope the internal stuff gets resolved soon.

Sunshine and vitamin c keeps the corona virus away.

Worked for me yesterday headache and nausea in the morning
Took a nice lie down in the sun - all better.

Thomas said...


Best wishes for the recovery of your mortal casing, friend. Sounds like you're taking it in your stride.

Diane said...

The key word I picked up on is "PRACTICE medicine". A nurse practitioner that I know has commented that they don't call it practicing medicine for no reason.

And, oh dear, my boss actually said recently that he "chooses to believe" blah, blah, blah (whatever the subject was at the time).

Buttons: "At least this drug of choice in getting my LV fix is legal. ;O)"
We'll see how long that lasts...

I entertain a variety of thoughts in trying to find truth in it all, but always seem to gravitate back to what my little voice suggests. As this site advocates,(they all seem like Visible Origami these days) people tend to look outside of themselves to find that what they're looking for is actually inside.

Brian Crossland said...

Blessings Vis.
Even in your pain you give comfort to us with timeless truths we need to remember.

Visible said...

since I don't know what this recurrent 'drip' comment is about and since it 'looks like', has 'the appearance of' messing with me, I've temporarily left this off the comments until you can further inform me of what your intentions are.

Visible said...

GENERAL ANNOUNCEMENT (dah dah dah dat dah dah) At this location you will find the newly minted site for Dog Poet Podcasts (courtesy of the fine and inspired industry of The Elf)

Anonymous said...

Chronic opioids "the drip" initiates systemic organ system failure, especially in your age group. My advice is to obtain as much opioids as possible and use them to exit with a bang on your own terms but giving a finger preferably via self-immolation, as was traditional to your Greater subset. What is there to lose? Don't end up as a vegetable at the hands of Dr. Patel and her lovely Western Mercedes.

Anonymous said...

My God what travails.
And how marvelously you carry on and
how beautifully you inspire us.
Thank you thank you thank you.

Robert in Ecosse said...

Welcome back, I missed reading your potsts.

Damn, you're one tough cookie.

Sending love from bonnie Scotland on a lovely sunny morning.

Visible said...

Okay, now I get you. I'm not going to wind up in any hands other than the hands I am already in and you misread the entire piece. There hasn't been any opioid use in some time and even then it was managed. I was simply given something to ease the transition. I had transited 'on my own' each time previously. Then I found, by seeming accident, something that provided ancillary bennies but... I sense something more sinister yet in your presence and intent, perhaps I'm wrong.

I don't know why you would come here, being an atheist, but you are here. I could guess at any number of intents but I don't guess. All gets revealed sooner and sooner these days. There will be no suicide round these parts and certainly not from fear of any Dr. Patel. I have something else going on in my own little drama but it would be pointless to go into it.

Be well.

The rest of you? Thank you very much. Good things are upon the horizon, unless you ordered bad things earlier on. Not as likely here as elsewhere. Much love my friends.

Anonymous said...

I'm looking forward to your new podcasts. I miss the old broadcasts from the saucer pod, as you would always say.


Sukh said...

A new Visible Origami:

I got Tuning Fork Syndrome from the Pitiful Larder of Possibility in the Moshpit of Personality

kikz said...

long time no visit les. it's been years since i stopped by. strange, what reminded me of your haunts, i watching some NZ kiwi tv, and heard a voice that reminded me of .... that ozzie that used to voice over your posts....... itit took my aged brain farting mind quite a while to remember the mental links back here.................glad to see you're still around.

y, one upside to this wUrld 'event'.... it's burning off the crap of our cultures and our countries. i welcome it. trail by fire, as it were.
it's just saddening that the price is the lives of too many of our innocent citizenry, and possible economic ruin...

keep your powder dry, and your wits about you.

see ya on the other side.

hat tip;

Visible said...

Well hi there Kikz!!! It HAS been a long time. I hope you are well. Thanks for dropping in and announcing yourself.

Anonymous said...

Dr. Patel is an actual IRL person. There are many others like her too at your local shit-tier hospitals nearby. The nurses are trained doulas and are able to cry at will, it is rather impressive.

Visible said...

That could be true Anon. I've no way of knowing what your intentions are, beyond the tone of your contributions BUT... my destiny is not in the hands of these people. I may pass in and out of their realm of enterprise for the purpose of demonstration but I do not remain there. I don't chase my tail. I don't engage in pointless arguments or maintain depressed perspectives. I see the light aways off and I am moving toward it. Events will occur in the space between now and arrival but they will not hinder my rate of movement or my direction. Of course Dr. Patel is an IRLP. In a certain culture it is a very common name.

Visible said...

Troll... Snark... and all-round bad vibration... low level nasty... passive-aggressive filters now in place at all blogs... tighter than a gnat's ass... if your comments do not appear here, our recommendation is any one of the Disquis forum site, comment areas, where you will find your milieu. We are sorry to have to employ this but the times they are a stressing and you few are the sort of examples of failed lives that do not gel with the rest of the upward bound.

Shield's up!



Joseph Brenner

Visit the recommended reading page for many more.


'The Miracle of Love' from the Les Visible Album
The Sacred and The Profane

Visit the Blog Music Page
to stream all of Visible's music for free
(purchase is always appreciated but entirely optional)


A classic Visible post:

With gratitude to Patrick Willis.

Click here to watch and comment on Vimeo and here to read the original text.

Visit the Blog Videos Page for many more.